Diary 14th August 2015

So I again got up with my runny nose and throat. Day 4 I think it is. hahah. So I showered and did my NSFW shoot. hehehe.

I was going through all my mates Pages that interact with my account on Facebook. One of them being Barry who got me Barry(Stuffed animal) for my birthday. He had an interesting post up of which it states:

“Don’t let people change the Loving and Caring person you are. Don’t let anyone get you donw. Use the love and goodness inside you to Stay Strong”.

I was half thinking of whether or not should I post it etc., So I got the courage to post it along with my wording which is as follows:

“As some of you may know, I applied for the Republic of Ireland(IRISH) Citizenship last week. While doing so it brought up alot of painful memories in particular alot of arguments between my folks and I. And as such I have not spoken to my parents since, the last time I spoke was last Thurs(6th Aug). Now I can obviously understand when you’re applying for a VERY SERIOUS application, things get said in a heat of the moment, but things were said too far. Like one for e.g I’ll never forget. I was reading my home country Romania to my Mom, its Official title is: Socialist Republic of Romania. My Mom gave such a disgust look and commented “… Communist”. Now obviously she ain’t racist, I ain’t saying that, its one of the most hurtful thing she has ever said to me since I came over 23 years ago to this country. Then my pops was going on about Money. I had joined Westwood a local gym of which I’ve never went to. Now I use MY money, NOT my folks money. So while I was collating the citizenship application etc., My Dad was saying in the background “Its not fair to us, wasting OUR money”, now I can’t for the life of me, understand why he would say that. The money that the State gives me, ALL goes towards Bills etc., including Westwood. Then I brought out the Passport(part of my application process), and I was sorting things out, ensuring it all goes to plan and my Dad continued saying “Are you not listening to me, ” I said “NO. I have far more important things to resolve. Westwood is the least on my mind”. So I got very teary, course he didn’t give a shit. So I just continued getting abuse atop my Citizenship Application. So he had the nerve to say to me that If i fail the citizenship, in getting it, that I’ve not to go near him for more money. I was like, well how about you shut up(IN a nice way), and you won’t loose anything. And he immediately got very pessimistic and said “You WON’T get the citizenship”, and I said YES. It continued for the past week. So as such I’ll be cancelling my Aunt’s meetup. I’m due to meet her next week. But with this argument(the largest I’ve ever had with my folks), everyone is affected. In particular my sis. So while this is on my mind, I have my Puppys, and the Outhouse and of course the Cineworld Cinema

I then had a sudden urge of self harm, of which I obviously I didn’t do it, but had the urge. So I looked around and what did I see my +Puppys Stanescu looking at me. Well actually they were looking at my +Inflatables Stanescu . awwwwww. And that stopped me from going ahead with self harm. I find that whenever I post anything personal like above or homophobia etc., that I get increasingly self harm wanting(if that makes sense). Then when its published, a huge sigh of relief but with the help of +Puppys Stanescu and +Inflatables Stanescu

Then I got ready to head off for to go to the outhouse and then onto +Cineworld Cinemas to see Mission Impossible: Rogue Nation(Review to be published in due course(will explain below)). In the outhouse one of the Patrons came down to the cafe from Men’s Night in an angry tone. He mentioned that one of the members above was pissing him off. He told us that when Banking was brought up, the person reacted verbally in a higher tone. So when I came in another member Con, was signing something. I put this to the lads, and David being the patron, said to me that it could be a complaint form. So I told the lads to just refrain from talking Politics etc., So after an “interesting” night at the Outhouse, I then headed onto Cineworld to get a bit of grub, afterall, I wouldn’t want CERTAIN people thinking I go up to the house for just FOOD. Just total bull it is. Do bare in mind, there are hundreds of sons let alone daughters who LIVE with their parents. Rent prices are soaring hence why they can’t afford. I just simply overstayed my welcome. It was like the Outhouse. I was getting a vibe that I was no longer wanted. So I just didn’t go into the Outhouse for two weeks. Then afterwards, I was welcomed with open arms. Anyways as usual I go off topic, what am saying is I got my grub but as such I was late for the film. So it was defo will be going back to the film anyways. Besides Cruise is a babe. mmmm. Then we were about less than an hour when everything went just blank. Literally. Cineworld have been having technical glitches for the past week now or more. So we were given a voucher for get this; a free admittance to 2D OR 3D OR iMAX. I was so astounded. Cause the last time, this happened whereby a film would be interrupted, and upon exiting the theater/screen, we would be given free vouchers as above HOWEVER, strictly just 2D so I just kept giving it to someone who don’t have an Unlimited Card, as I get em free anyways ahahah. So today’s voucher was for free 2D OR 3D(with FREE Glasses) OR iMAX. SO yeah am a happy camper. So I’ll be saving a fiver or so. That’s how much I would have to pay to get into iMAX films, I intend to see Pixels in iMAX 3D tomorrow night. Can’t wait. So Ill now be able to get my popcorn too. Oh Boiiii, gonna end  a week of misery(well cold wise) with FOOOD. Food glorious, fooddddd


As reported last month, the US Embassy in Havana, Cuba is due to reopen after 54 years the two countries severed  diplomatic ties. 


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