Diary 19th January 2016

Well today was quite a day. hahahah. After my hibernation, mmmmmmmmmm, I was to get up for half 2 so for to get ready for my doctor’s appointment. However I had to get up slightly earlier as the rubbish that was against the door, where I left it yesterday, I spent time in moving some of the rubbish. And putting stuff away. hehehe

So I headed to my drs appointment for to get him to fill out a Medical Report for the Driver’s LIcvense. He told me that there’s no need for me to get a Medical Reporter as my General Health hasn’t changed since my last driver’s license issuing. I said what about my back or even my “Lovers” ie the eyes. hahaha. The back he was very against it. He went on by saying “You don’t want to drive”, I said of course I do. hahahah. So he said don’t put it down. So he got me to read letters as per the Eye report.

Then onto Drumcondra to get my big Mother of a savings. I went to credit union, and I said to him I’d like to withdraw from my account and leave a couple of euros to keep the Account opened. So that said I gave him my Member number and he said that’s back in the stone age, ie donkey years ago. So with that in question he asked for security questions. Apparently I had left out the digit 4 in my membership number. hahaha

Then onto An Post to get my Rent Allowance. While waiting there was a kid with his mother and brother or whatever. And the kid told the clerk that he’d wish to put €10 into the account. So adorable to look.

Then onto my Medical Cert to be put into Store St., Then onto my infamous Specsavers debacle. As reported on Sat, Maudy was making a racket. So I brought in the glasses for to drop them in for repair. I rang Maureen to find out what exactly did she tell the Supervisor. Cause I did get it for €33.50 which my aunt had said. She told me that she had said to them I’m a good Customer. Says I to her for a person whom the MOTHER pays??? how am I a good customer? She then answered it was in relation to that I give them custom ie walking in etc., etc.,

Then onto Easons for to get +Inflatables Stanescu R2D2. However I was distraught to learn they ain’t selling anymore. None in the warehouse etc.,e tc.,So then I asked if my Easons Voucher is working anymore she put likely no. As there is no balance. I in the meantime purchased a 1916 Magazine. While the salesperson was doing up my purchase a noise or something was heard. Says I to her perhaps a “Ghost”, haahaha.

So then just passing a Garda Stop van, I decided to try my luck and see if he could fill out my NDLS form, he said he’s no stamp, which is required.

So I continued onto Pennys to get the stuff I failed to have enough for the last day. Then Mom rings me, while on the way to H&M, she brought up my Mom, my birth Mom. She was saying there’s nothing can be done, until I brought up Andrea. I started to get teary. So I said to Mom am here in the City, so with that she changed the subject.

So then I headed to Tescos on the way to sis to get a few goodies. Then I headed onto my sis, of which I brought my sleeves – awwwww. Then while I was on the way up to my sis, I described this to my sis. I had two Neck Scarfies on the middle of the handlebars. While gaining momentum or speed, the scarfies were “flying” and eventually flipped over. I thought this was so adorable. Says I to me sis that If I had my GoPro, I would have recorded this and shown it to her. hehehe. She then noticed my Sleeve agitation, hahaah. Reason being its all non-too familiar. aka Social Welfare and an odd time my Mom but defo SociaL WElafre. As reported, I will be faced with a €400 bill of owing them back money they overpaid me in the coming weeks. My sis and I did a few calculations. So following are the calculations:

IB 84.50

SWA 101

RA 77

So the above I normally get would be 265 approx.

So with the deductions. The highest I can afford to payback would be €50 a week to SW. Which would last two months. So following is what would be the week WITH deductions

IB 84.50

SWA 51

RA 77

So that brings it to 191. That’s just bare minimum for Bills. So I would be having for myself about €10 a week, I would double it when I want to see a film in iMAX ie for the iMAX Fee AND the food of course. When I go to iMAX I LOVE food in their ghahaha. It adds to the movie. or as they say “Be a part of the movie”.

Diary 15th January 2016

Two very weird dreams. One being Sue Ellen wants to have Cliff’s baby, however he wants the procedure BUT she don’t.

I was to call to O’ Farrell to go and contact him in 3 weeks time.

I got up eventually hahahah for to meet my Aunt on my monthly meetup. We had a nice pleasant chat. hehehehe. A bit emotional relating to my Mom in Romania, but nothing can be done. Then we chatted of the recent goings on with Social Welfare and now the Mother issues, On my way to the bike, I saw my baby +Inflatables Stanescu R2D2 which is a character from Star Wars franchise. I was overwhelmed. hehehe. I intend on getting it. heheeh.

So then afterwards, I headed then to Specsavers for Take 2 in terms of my glasses. I had found my old glasses that are rimless. So I asked if they could just put my old lenses on the new frames and the woman said no, as they are rimless and they can’t be put into Framed glasses. So I left it at either I find my lenses or pay up. hahaah

So I popped up to my sis for a brief period. We had a nice cuppa tea n chat. heheheeh. Then afterwards, I headed n back home.

Then afterwards, I headed on back home for a period. before heading on back out for to see Star Wars.hehehehhe. So while I was at home, I got a doorbell ring. It was a courier delivering a package for Flat 6. While answering the door I accidently hit off my drive and it then stopped my recording which was an awful shame as I needed the space on my Sky Box for the Batman movies. heehehe. So then it was my intention to get clothes that I couldn’t get yesterday and to get my R2D2 +Inflatables Stanescu . hheeheh. However both shops were closing at 8, and I received 2 phonecalls which delayed me ie I wasn’t able to get the stuff.

So then I headed onto my night out, hahahah. I was getting slightly nervous with being in the Outhouse. Like I hadn’t been there since before Christmas. So that being the case, I had a chat with the lads. Twas lovely and pleasant heheeeh. Then I headed onto the cinema.

Diary 4th December 2015

Twas an alrite day. Nothing major to report.

My day started off with meeting Mom to get new glasses. I got my eyes tested. My first port of call was to get my eyes tested at a machine. Then for further scrutiny. I then advised them of my eyes balls paining me when they go to do the air pressure. However because of the tears in the way and of course the cataracts, that I had to go and do the air pressure again.

ISIS enters my head once more when while being examined the eye obviously, we hear sounds and then the thought being she tells me to get undercover and not a eep outta me.

Then Mom treated me to a meal in Cornucopia. While there Mom and I were chatting hehehe, and I said I’d like to invite Mom into my life. heheheh and she replied by her saying inviting me into her life. I then said “oh you have been for 20 years” . hahha

Then I was trying to get water working, and I said to mom in front of waiter that he’s taking the micky of me when he said to rub your hand in front of the machine. hahahah. I had hoped that Mom would get to see the LOVELY desserts they have. I have come to realise that I love Cornucopia’s DESSERT NOT the main dishes. This is the SECOND time, I’ve left it behind. While there, I was due to get my Social Welfare back payments etc., however its with great regret(NOTHING new), that I didn’t get it, still waiting. However my mental health ain’t waiting. So my sleeves are their to hand. awwwww.

So then I came home and my sis was downloading. Then I headed on off to the cinema to go and see The Good Dinosaur(Review here). I decided to use the €80 I had left supposedly for Rent, but Dad’s €400 will work for that for BOTH weeks. I then started my Christmas Shopping OFFICIALLY. hahaha. I got my sis her pressie. Then onwards to Pennys to get my Christmas Undies of which I couldn’t get them MAINLY because of the wet weather.

So then I headed onto Outhouse. ehehehe. I learned that if Dinosaurs were NOT made extinct that Humans would not have been created. Thats such fascination. There were women screaming with laughter or whatever. I said to Jaimie, you can see why we don’t like women, haahaha. David who works behind the counter was telling me, that his Crhstims is not as enjoyabel as it was a few years ago. As people die or waphtever or move on. Like his ideal chrisrtmas was when he’d invite pepoepl to his place or rwahtever and have a lash. However as people move on or wahtever, yeah you can see why.

Diary 26th August 2014

Well what a day I had. Twas amazeballs. I got up at midnight, as I heard shouting in my apartment building. I would take it that the partner cheated on the woman. He was speaking softly, meaning perhaps that he’s admitting. I ain’t sure.

I was to meet my Aunty(Nun) as per our monthly meetups. I last saw her at the Pride Parade. Then the last meetup in question was back in June. And the last time I saw her was when I nearly gave such a reaction to a wee fright I gave her. It was the reaction that got me in stitches. So anyways, I made my way. I first popped into An Post for the Dole, then across the road for to transfer funds over. Then I set about meeting my Aunty in KC Peaches. (Review here). Oh, we had quite alot to discuss. hahhaa. When I was putting down the tray, My aunty put the tray behind the plant. There was a waiter coming out, I was trying to tell the waiter the “tray” is behind the plant. Maureen had to help me out. Dunno why I got such loss in words. I was even pointing to the waiter, “what do you call that”, He didn’t know. But knew the humour. Twas hilarious. I just got a loss of words.

Of late, I have been feeling very lonely. I don’t have my mom(Marianna), although I do have a separate FB account for her, just so that I know shes in my life, secondly, no guy wants to go near a Hepatitis B guy. And so it has come for time for me to announce, that I have been seeing a guy(well we’ve yet to meet). I started chatting with him a few months, then I told him, I was going through a rough patch, and so he came back into my life recently. And continued our friendship. He has since portrayed he’d like to get to know me. I of course told him of my hep B and his wording NOT mine”Takes me more then that to keep u away from me (wink) if this isn’t love that I don’t know what love it (wink)”. WE haven’t officially announced anything. WE’re taking things very slowly. However the reason I bring this up is that, I told my Aunty, that if there were to be any relationship, that I do not wanna hear any bull of homophobia from what I endured the last time. Including age difference etc.,

WE were also discussing my sis hospital expereince. She’s in hospital for Pancreatisitis. and other mental difficulties. And now we’re as a family after learning devastating news, that she was Raped via Rape Drug. She told Mom n myself, that the ex had injected her while she was asleep. Hence the bruising etc., The reason I bring this up, I explained to my aunty that there’s a RIGHT way of explaining the wrong and the WRONG way of explaining the wrong. If you start saying, she deserves it, or she looking for attention or whatever, WRONG, that’s WRONG. You support the person continuously, true and true etc.,

Then finally before we dispersed we then discussed Marks Woods adoption and wondered he was adopted as a baby, and yet I was 8 before I was adopted.

Then I had told her that the only way to learn a language is quite simple go to the country, converse with a person who has the language you are learning and most important in my opinion is to read and speak the language in your mind. Read signs etc., E.g today on the way to Maureen, I encountered “Trinity College, Dublin, Nursing and & Midwifery”. I then read that in Irish: “Coláiste Tríonáide, Baile Atha Cliath, Altranais(Nursing) & Chnámhas,,,,(Midwifery)). Then I read another sign: “Grafton St., ” Shr Grafton” etc., etc., Then I only remembered that I remember reading Irish for Summerhill(Cnoic on tSamhriadh) and Ballybough(Baile Bochta).Baile Boctha is literally meaning Poor Town. Then my friend O’ Farrell told they could be taking it from the English and just “Irishing” it. …. eg

Then the two of us headed onto one of my errands of collecting  my glasses. A new pair I was getting for free, as the previous kept breaking in half. etc., When the sales clerk was giving me my new ones, I had asked him to have a look at the old ones, as they were breaking. Then he gave em back to me, and asked if I’d like em to be cleaned etc., Very caring he was.

Then we both dispersed and said our good byes, I wanted to get my 5 milks, I have decided since last week to restock my fridge VERY SLOWLY thou, due to funding concerns. So I then decided to head onto Tescos in JErvis. My friend Christopher of whom I say at March of Marriage on Sunday also suggested Sunflower in Butter. So with that in mind, I looked for it, couldn’t find it. And if I did find it, it DOES have milk. So not sure if he had right name. Then again, he couldn’t remember the name of the brand anyways, he did say its far cheaper than normally. But eitherway, I as me sis would put it: “BINGED” on getting about 10 cartons of milk, ranging from Soya to Almond(5 of them), Hazelnut, Coconut(mmmmmmm) etc., etc.,

So then I headed onto the Outhouse. I got myself green tea ie Peppermint. mmmmmm. Then on my way out, I encountered the magazine, GCN in which I submitted a letter of an LGBT Divided, of which I submitted to the magazine.I noted the magazine has a new issue. To my surprise my publication wasn’t available. SO I said I’d email the editor and see what up?. But then throughout my struggle on the way home with the milk, that perhaps one of my mates whom I told, about the publication apparently don’t agree, and emailed the editor to NOT publish my content. I guess we’ll never know.  However I will email him and see what happens. If it so happens that it was indeed a person who has emailed behind my back to stop the publication of my content, then I shall seek Legal advice or whatever, maybe GLEN or somebody.

So then I arrived home, with a quickie of a toilet break to head off on my next errand. I then got ready and headed on off to my sis place. She’s currently in hospital as I said above. She wanted me to check the post. Of which I did. On the way to the hospital, I encountered my old friend Michael Byrne’s house who was in my High School class. Apparently he has emigrated or at the very least moved out.

I then arrived at the hospital, when I arrived, I was in the queue, and I was wondering how am I to get to see her. So as I saw a few people “sneaking in” to the area where my sis is, I said I’d try my hand. So I went to the Nurses station, and to see where she is. She was on a trolly ASLEEP. I did try to wake her. However as the Visiting Hours were for half 6 to half 7, I said i’d leave her. Considering I had arrived late.

So on my way home, I continued to looking at the Irish language signs. One such was Drom Áláinn(Dromawling). Again the name literally means “Lovely drums”, however the English is quite similar to the Irish in terms of what you see on the page.

I was then on the way home, when I said I’d pop into Mom and Dads. I then immediately got a thought that the Mulligans would be there, and they’d see the TShirt, I was wearing “which bears the slogan: Feck off out of my life. I’m with Team Panti” and that Mom would be very nervous. And then Kathleen(one of the Mulligans) would say “Remember the little agreement we had” and then I would overhear and be very disgusted. The agreement that the Mulligans would be relating to Gays. Int hat Kathleen NOT in favor of em. and wanted Mom to do something. And as Mom went to PRide(where I blurt out to all), Kathleen then threatens here with the agreement????

Diary 1st July 2014

Well what a day, I woke up to. I was initially suppose to meet Mom outside my gate for 3pm for to collect my laundry and more so the Credit Union. I will explain in due course. However around half 10 this morning, I was int he middle of wanking or jerk off etc., attempting to sleep when I heard a loud banging on my door. Banging at my window etc., This continued for several minutes to nearly an hour. I then saw that on my phone, that I had 17 missed calls from Mom. Says I , what the hell’s going on. So I listened to the voicemail and it was found that I had gotten a voicemail yesterday at 8pm stating that I will be required today to do the Driveway with Dad. Now think about it guys. If I had answered the door, ok, I prob would have got paid, BUT NO SLEEP. So answer the question guys, which is more important, MONEY or SLEEP. SLEEP for me. If I had gone up to Mom and Dad’s I would have had only an hour’s sleep. If I had known they wanted me today, I would have gone to bed much earlier. But the phone never told me. I was home late from my sis alrite. Still, when I charged the phone, it never notified me stating I have a voicemail. So I just continued on sleeping. Then at around 2pm, I got another banging consistently. Again, Mom was suppose to meet at 3PM not FREAKIN’ 2PM. So eventually, I got up and got dressed.

 

Mom then drove me to the Post Office to get my dosh. I got a lovely greeting, FOR ONCE. hahahah. Considering what happened the last time. Ahem, I’m referring to the abuse  I received from the Proprietor. The hubbie of the properietor or whatever he is to her, says ain’t we very flowery. hahha. I replied yeah “Like a little butterfly”. So then I moved onto Clean Freaks to collect my laundry(which was the reason of meeting up in the first place with Mom). Then I went across the road to AIB, to lodge my money in as per usual. Then afterwards, I headed back to the car. Mom wanted a lottery ticket. I headed to the Credit Union to withdraw money to the bank account. It was my preferable to transfer the money to bank account. It was my intention to transfer the cash immediately as Mom was getting a bit impatient. I could see it in her eyes. She even asked if I needed to do this now. I said I have to otherwise my landlord would say something. However, as it was going to take a few days, I couldn’t afford my rent to be delayed, so I withdrew the money instead. So I headed into Scribbles to get the lottery ticket for Mom. Then back to her car.

 

Mom then wanted to get a Paint for the driveway for Dad. So the two of us headed on off to Glasnevin Industrial Estate ie where Woodies DIY is. So we got the Paint and headed back to house to tidy up the place etc., When I arrived, I was most certainly NOT prepared what was to happen next. Dad was sitting down on a chair to rest. And he had cursed as in “Why I didn’t get out of the FUckin’ bed”. Something to that effect. Now I don’t take any personal responsibility over the “Error”. I actually blame Mom as she wouldn’t let me anything from my place yesterday.  As in when I was at the Medical Optics, yesterday I wanted to get home to get my charger and preferably walk to my sis’ place. However she insisted that I go to my sis place ie she drop me over to my sis. So as a reusitl, my phone died of battery(nothing knew – hahaah), I didn’t get any phone calls – duhhh, and hence NO notifications. So yeah, I blame Mom for the distress she caused everyone. My sis was involved in terms of Mom berating her(although I’m told she apoligised – why she can’t do the same for me .hahahah). Nothing but insults were said and done to me, saying that I’m lazy etc., and to get organised etc., . Mom was insulted badly when I told her that I believe my sis more so than her regarding the Inflatables. Mom had told me that the reason I thought I was getting a vision of an inflatable instead of the real thing card board, Sunday in Trinity College Park, was that I have them inflated more than a few months. I didn’t believe her. So I asked my sis last night, and she said a far more sensible thing. It don’t make sense she says.

 

So after the cleanup, of which was the only thing I did for Dad, Mom and I headed off to Medical Optics to collect the Tinted glasses, as Mom had gotten a call to collect em. So the two of us headed on off again. We parked the car and then I headed in to collect the glasses. The staff didn’t know what was going on. They asked me what name was I put under etc., So eventually, Mom went in and collected em. When I saw em, I exclaimed that it was a waste of money. I expected em to be slightly darker. So then after that, on my way home, while dropping me home to my place, We encountered a woman driver, driving carelessly. She beeped and horned at mom severely. So Mom decides to run after her. They exchanged beeps and words. I then later on asked Mom, do you know the phrase: “Practise what you preach”. I said this twice. First at the house, with all the cursing. And secondly Mom always taught us(Me and my sis) to simply IGNORE a person who does you wrong. Now although when I was a kid and being bullied, she wanted me to stand up for myself etc., Although the woman driver was in the wrong CLEARLY, I still feel she should have just moved on and not get rised. So then I went on to ask her what happens if  a person  shouts to me “faggot” or whatever for being gay, do I run after the person. Mom simply said NO. I asked whats the difference. Mom said that you’d get beaten up or whatever. But couldn’t you just as well as get beaten up too for standing up for yourself?????? So thoughts came racing through my mind. They weren’t pleasant. I had thoughts that Mom might be going back to her homophobic days etc., Now I can appreciate as Todd says it will take a while for a person to accept one’s sexuality. I continued thinking, perhaps I moved too quickly relating to introducing my family tree to my gay lifestyle etc.,

 

So I then headed onto my sis. We had a wee chat. Had a bit of a walk. She was going to see her bf. I wanted to look up a route from her bfs to her place, so I can continue my own route. I did the research on My Sis’ iPad, wouldn’t allow me to change route. My sis iPhone which has Apple’s Maps, still wound’t allow me to change route. My phone kept hanging. While it was working, I noted the route on my Poddy. When I went to use it, after I left my sis wit her fella, The battery went on BOTH Sammy and Poddy. Great timing. So I just headed home instead.

 

 

NEWS


Roma family apoligised by the State for taking their child. This occurred with two family’s last October. Over mistaking to be abducted. The child was actually an Albino(A blind type person). ‘Maria’ The Greece was thought to be Abducted.

 

Victims of the Smyshiotomy have been acknowledged. Government of Ireland have apologised for the wrong doing. Sympsyuitoiny was a procedure whereby a when a woman was giving birth, their pelvis would be broken. Hence the Chronic pain some women have been going through. A Redress Board has also been setup hence Compensation will be payed out too.

 

Martin Schultz German Social Democrat has been re – elected President of the European Parliament for a second time. He won by 409 votes by secret Ballot.