Diary 11th December 2015

While getting ready I saw a piece on RTE’s Prime Time that the ISIS video on that had a group of victims with their hands tied up. And a bomb LITERALLY sent to them. Oh the thought of it makes my spine shivers. Although RTE did warn the viewers alrite.

Then my last item before actually bedding, I installed my first Lampshade aka the Santa Lampshade. hahaahah. I was well chuffed. I should list it as a Facebook Life Event.

Before going to sleeping, I was looking up the Outhouse Facebook page. I saw an interesting story and it had on it, that St. Vincent De Paul had “stand down committee”. I googled this. Couldn’t find anything. So there’s me thinking wondering if they’s homophobic. If they were I would tell them to take a hike with their help and if they asked why I would tell them am gay.

Twas a wonderful start to the day. heheheh. Both my sis n I headed on off to our folks to get decorations up. Initially I was to go up for to print my bills off as part of a requirements of Supplemental Welfare Form application. However it wasn’t to be. Eitherway Dad n I got the testing of the garden lights completed. heehehe

Then we sat down for a cuppa. I got a fit of the giggles. I was chatting about whatever then onto when my phone showed “SVP stand down committee”. I asked the fam what did this mean. From what I understood it means to resign.

So then Dad dropped us home. I continued on with the decorations.

So then I headed on off to meet Barry for to see Krampus(Review here). I went to Outhouse first to see if anyone would recognise my glasses. heheehe. Then afterwards, I got a lovely card from Patrick. heehhe. Then I headed to meet Barry. I find that he’s changed lately. Like for e.g if I didn’t understand he’d get “Keithed”, what that means is that he’d get pissed off. Like we were talking about his Pops back ie it kills him when he tries to cut up logs. I didn’t hear him too clearly, yet he continent to sayin “you know like cutting down threes etc., etc.,” something to that effect. I find that anyone I touch or get to know that they start getting “tired” of me. Its happened to a few people in my life now – hence my potential diagnosis the Dependency Personality Disorder. I asked Barry if he heard of this. He rebuked badly about it. Yet he’s heard of Borderline, alrite. He knows a few people who has Borderline. So I’ll distance myself with him for awhile. I’ll continue to hang out with Andrea, who even asked where have I been.

Diary 4th December 2015

Twas an alrite day. Nothing major to report.

My day started off with meeting Mom to get new glasses. I got my eyes tested. My first port of call was to get my eyes tested at a machine. Then for further scrutiny. I then advised them of my eyes balls paining me when they go to do the air pressure. However because of the tears in the way and of course the cataracts, that I had to go and do the air pressure again.

ISIS enters my head once more when while being examined the eye obviously, we hear sounds and then the thought being she tells me to get undercover and not a eep outta me.

Then Mom treated me to a meal in Cornucopia. While there Mom and I were chatting hehehe, and I said I’d like to invite Mom into my life. heheheh and she replied by her saying inviting me into her life. I then said “oh you have been for 20 years” . hahha

Then I was trying to get water working, and I said to mom in front of waiter that he’s taking the micky of me when he said to rub your hand in front of the machine. hahahah. I had hoped that Mom would get to see the LOVELY desserts they have. I have come to realise that I love Cornucopia’s DESSERT NOT the main dishes. This is the SECOND time, I’ve left it behind. While there, I was due to get my Social Welfare back payments etc., however its with great regret(NOTHING new), that I didn’t get it, still waiting. However my mental health ain’t waiting. So my sleeves are their to hand. awwwww.

So then I came home and my sis was downloading. Then I headed on off to the cinema to go and see The Good Dinosaur(Review here). I decided to use the €80 I had left supposedly for Rent, but Dad’s €400 will work for that for BOTH weeks. I then started my Christmas Shopping OFFICIALLY. hahaha. I got my sis her pressie. Then onwards to Pennys to get my Christmas Undies of which I couldn’t get them MAINLY because of the wet weather.

So then I headed onto Outhouse. ehehehe. I learned that if Dinosaurs were NOT made extinct that Humans would not have been created. Thats such fascination. There were women screaming with laughter or whatever. I said to Jaimie, you can see why we don’t like women, haahaha. David who works behind the counter was telling me, that his Crhstims is not as enjoyabel as it was a few years ago. As people die or waphtever or move on. Like his ideal chrisrtmas was when he’d invite pepoepl to his place or rwahtever and have a lash. However as people move on or wahtever, yeah you can see why.