Diary 4th November 2015

Today, as I had no plans of going out, I decided to stay up a bit and do a bit of recording. hahah.

I was looking at the Dubliners Vicar St concert. Well by George did it bring some fond memories, some painful but fond. Depending. Now what I mean by that is, that I was singing a song, and I dedicated it to Martin Mulligan(Kathleen’s hubbie). Had rush thoughts of Michael Doherty looking at my video on Youtube, and making a mockery of while passing it around to others on New Years Eve kidna. How he gets hold of it is, that I email it to him, WHICH I will be doing so, eitherway. hahaha.

The other was after Sabrina, was a music video from Lady Gaga – Bad Romance. Now again more painful memories came back as I was singing the song, the Take 2, ahahah. Which as I explained in the video that my ex and I were picking “our song” etc., etc.,

Diary 12th August 2014

As I was falling asleep at the computer, of which I hate – hahahaah I headed on to bed earlier than normal. So then I heard a doorbell ring my Aunty rang the doorbell once, of which I ignored. Nothing new hahahah.

However, at around 2ish half 2, my sis called round. She was in a state. I tried calming her down. She uses alcohol to her help her etc., However she couldn’t stop. She told me hundreds of times, that her ex(of which shall remain nameless, he doesn’t even deserve space on my Blog) had raped her. She was “Coherent” as she puts it, he even threatening that he’d shoot her with a rifle gun if she didn’t do what he said. Thats what I could gather. I got her a cuppa tea. I thought that would help her, It did to a certain. But she was getting increasingly agitated. So she took another can. Of which we then learned was to be of her last. She rang the cops. But as she was severely intoxicated, the cops couldn’t take a statement from her. So the other Garda interviewed(informal of course) me. I told him of my disgust that I didn’t have time for the likes of him etc., So she then went into an epileptic fit, banging her head etc., That scared me really. Me not knowing what to do. The Garda told me to help him as had got a call on his cell phone. So it was found in the end that she would be required to go to the hospital. SO I’m hoping that she’ll be transferred to a psychiatric facility(which as it happens is beside me). So she’s currently safe and sound in the hospital. Hopefully all things will be grand. As I said, the road to recovery has started, the fact that she came to me. She was clearly highly suicidal. So she now has the help alrite. I then went back to the hospital as she left her meds etc., behind. She was asleep when I arrived. Oh I had a little cry or distress or whatever u wanna call it when she was having the fit. Like me not knowing what to do. Oh and get this, My Landlord came round when my sis was having the epileptic fit. Says I to myself, “Great timing”. Like I had rang him regarding the flood, a few weeks ago and he only shows up today of all days.

Well at aleast he’s done his bit now. Until the next flood. hahahah. So I asked if he needed me for anything, as I was heading out to get my dole. He then asked me if he could move the Sand bags. I was initially gonna say to him to leave him, but then I began to think of my back. So I said yeah sure go ahead. I then headed to onto the dole. I told the clerk that a person has left keys behind. She sniggered in that something like “God he left a lot behind”. She then asked if there was anything else. I said nope, “Just your machines”. So then I moved onto AIB my bank. There was an auld lad there ahead of me, standing at the machines. He tells me and I quote, “Why the fuck wouldn’t they have just one working at least”. BOTH machines were being maintained BUT at the same time. So we had to wait. Just as I was about to head out, the machines were working away.

So then I have been looking at TV at home. I was looking at Dr. Phil. An interesting topic was being discussed. In that the mother Darlene(I think) was very worried that her daughter Abby who recently converted to Islam. However the daughter being from Texas, USA, has been subjected to Racism as she wears Muslim Clothing. She plans on moving to Saudi Arabia. Now the culture in Saudi Arabia for women, is they cannot be seen let alone heard. Abby is under the illusion that she has lived her life int eh USA, ie Education, Driving etc., and she just wants to be “Hidden”. Like an example. One rule in Saudi Arabia is Women are NOT allowed to Drive. Her attitude. So what, I don’t like Driving. Something like that. When Dr. Phil was reading out the Rules on his screen to Abby, I noticed her body language. To that of worry etc., ie she don’t know whats she putting herself into. I can see where the mother, Darlene is coming from. BUT to call the faith Islam to be of Terrorist, yeah I think that’s a bit far fetched in my eyes. Its like in my opinion Gays being Pedo or whatever or Priests in Catholicism being Rapists etc., My point being is NOT EVERYONE in Islam is a Terrorists, Likewise Gays  and Priests. So Darlene’s accusation to think that Islam is a Terrorist Religion, yeah that’s a bit far fetched alrite. Dr. Phil asked Abby what does she NOT like about America. She claims America has TOO much freedom, might I add. She explained thou that she’d rather OLD culture.

Then on my sex Facebook, I had gotten a message from one of my mates, and noted that all my messages were marked as Spam as in to protect me etc.,. I initially ignored it. However when the friend told me that he WOULDN’T report me, I then began to investigate. I Goolged(being my best friend). One was found that if I use a Mobile app, then my friend thought something appeared on my  Lappy. So then I said I’d try and log into my FB account using the App. That did though bring something about. It would appear that my account could have  been hacked into. As their was a pic(of which is hot btw hahaha)  had a guy being given a blow job BUT the dick being covered by a football). I vaguely don’t recall uploading the pic, considering the content that FB is totally against.

Good point made on Midday, relating to Robin Williams tragic passing. In that one of the panelists was saying that no matter how happy he was ie while acting etc., that deep down is was really really sad. “He’d fought the fight for so many years, and it just got the better of him. He jsut couldn’t beat it. “t


It is with great with regret that Robin Williams has died at the age of 63 of an apparent Suicide. He voiced Genie in Aladdin. Few other films. Where I would personally fondly remember him in Mrs. Doubtfire. And the other film August Rush. He will be fondly remembered and missed dearly. He was battling severe  Depression and Alcoholism. He won an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor in Good Will Hunting in 1998

Spanish Priest who had contracted Ebola virus in Africa, was flown back to Spain however has sadly passed away. He’s the first European to die of the Ebola virus.

It has now been revealed that An Taoiseach Enda Kenny under the Freedom of Information Act, that he received 1000 emails from Gareth Brooks fans.

Diary 26th July 2014


Well what a day, I had today. My first of hopefully POSITIVELY and HAPPYness. I woke up groggy after just less than 2hrs sleep. Mom was to collect me for gardening with Dad at 11am. I was only going to bed at around 9ish.

So I got up eventually, I had my morningful of diarrhoea. Then Mom brought me to her place. WE had a bit to eat, with a cuppa tea. Then we got down to business. Dad had first started about 2 hrs ago the Pond Cleaning, which was one of many tasks. I just cleaned up the pond of what was left to cleanup. Then he just refilled the pond. Then the two of us got to shaving the top of the Laurels. He did the snipping, while I did the saving of the ladder from toppling. It rained after a bit. So we both headed inside. While waiting for the rain to clear up, Dad asked me if there was a way, he could look at his matches online. He was told by his hardware guy who looks at the matches online. So I looked up. But was found that ya have to be outta the country and obviously Pay Up. So we both headed back out and attempted take 2. We this time, mulched the toppings of the Laurels that Dad had cut off, We continued and as our last task for the day, I weeded the patio. We had dinner afterwards. Somehow Mom came out of nowhere, discussing my recently troublesings of my Birth Mom(Romania). In this instance is the orphanage. Mom mentioned that the name Negru Voda still actually exists as an orphanage name. I initially was totally against the idea of having a horrific name still connected to present. My point I was making was, its as if one of the Mother & Baby Homes were still around, but just different function. But THEY actually closed BOTH the name and the building. So when Mom mentioned that Negru Voda still exists, EVEN THOU it has a different functionality. I am totally against that. But as it happens, I just did a Google Search, Negru Voda is actually a town name in Constnata County which is a County. I was actually born in Constanta Town, (Country Town of Constanta). Mom then mentioned  the trenches underneath the capital city Bucharest, Cheasusacu in his hey day Dictator had a communal Heating system for the city. But as its now extinct, its now used by Homeless in which they perish. They’d be the forgotten. I  had mentioned about the Four In The Morning, I had experienced to Mom. She mentioned that the only possibility why they were following me or whatever was  that they thought my phone was food. So then Mom dropped me home after the dinner.

When I got home, I was extremely anxious throughout the day, in particular when I was working with Dad, would I be late for my plan or more important TIRED. But luck was on my side for once. hahaha.. So then I headed to bed for a few winks. Considering my back wasn’t too bad, I thought he’d be a bitch or as I said my tiredness as in the legs in this case. So I just went to sleep for a further 2 hours. I was to get up for 7ish. However, I was tired as expected, so I snoozed. As the film was for 9, I wasn’t gonna miss the start of my plan.

So I put the plan in motion for my BELATED(no thanks to my depression) 30th Birthday plans. I insitnally was  gonna have it on the WEdnesyda, leaving asside the depression and mental health of my state of mind, I decided to leave it for the Fri. As they’d probbably be more aaround over the weekend. But then it was found that I’d have to be up early for the Saturday(which is today) work. Then again, no difference was made anyways, as I went to bed quite late Friday Night going into Saturday morning. hahaha. So all in all, no difference. But eitehrway, I would have needed the energy anayws. So bottomline is as I wouldn’t bee sseeing my sis til late eveing on the Sunday, taht I just go and do my belated Birthday celelbs for the Saturday night. So the following was my plan of action as I said to my friends. Panti, Front Lounge and then The Boilerhouse.

So my first port of call was to see My precious Jack Reynor in Transformers: Age of Extinction. Review here. I made a note of what happened last night with Brenden O’ F in which there was severe disruption. But my main point was that I told the sales person regarding yesterday’s events. He asked if there were adults with them. And I said yeah. He said well if there were adults, there’s nothing they can do with admittance. I was actually surprised. Considering, Transformers as someone described recently to me a bit more “darker” than previous sequels. Like the language is for one(The word fuck is used once). For me personally I don’t mind the language. I go for the action and the humour and comedy in it. BUT for the kids who are still growing up. If kids today are growing up with such parents. Then there future is bleak. The salesperson did note however, that if they continue being disruptive, to keep pressuring the staff member or just go to the security guy as “they love” throwing ppl out. hahah. I had to laugh at that. I sure will though will be keeping that in mind. I encountered a gay couple(female). The one beside me was playing with her phone, of which was quite annoying. But was kinda used to as Brendan S does the same, so no different. Her partner looked quite like Anne from LGBT Noise. She was clapping continuously and the one beside me stopping her. So its a possibility maybe she has  a disability. I don’t know. Then just before the film started, an older gentlemen, obviously knowing them, was saying something about seating. The girl beside asked me, something, of which I didn’t hear clearly. I asked she repeat. She said it don’t matter. Well it kinda does, as she was in my seat. But thankfully no one ran after me. heeheh.

So onward towards to my next venue which is none other than Panti. I was there yesterday. Twas quite enjoyable. I got my Mjoito. Twas no better than a Vodka’s Dash a coke. Twas nice and pleasant. Nice n relaxing too. A woman first danced in front of me, then introduced her self. Couldn’t here her with the loud music. She was actually wanting to introduce her friend Carlos. He was quite alrite. However, as I had later plans, I aint was gonna go home with him. He was literally bursting my eardrum, the way he was talking. Sure u couldn’t blame it. hahaha. We chatted for a bit. I just stood and sipped my drink. There was a guy beside me, which was quite amusing literally, alone and using his from what I gather my new baby Sammy 2(Samsung Galaxy Note 3). That’s what I could make it out to be. heheeh. Tonight’s theme in Panti was “Cruise, Chat, Music, Dance”. I thought that was nice. Easy going. So like last night, Music stopped at 1am sharp and obviously orders.

So onwards to my next venue: Front Lounge. Boy jasus, it was booming with energy. No question. The noise was deafening. I could hear MORE talking more so than music. That was a let down. Yet Panti was the opposite. ahahah. However, I totally enjoyed the drink. I again had my Vodka and Dash of coke. Vodka in this case was provided by none other than Absolut. They completely support the Gay Rights movements. I was Absolut delighted. heeheh. When I checked into Foursquare into Front Lounge, I noted that my foursquare friend Vincent McCool had also checked in an hour previous to me. I was as the American’s put it: “Amaze Balls”. I was actually who I thought was beside the actual guy Vincent. I stayed around. My shyness got int he way. I finished the drink, then headed to the Men’s Gents. When I came back, I couldn’t see site of any of em. Maybe it wasn’t meant to be. More than likely he has a Boyfriend. Eitherway, don’t care. Would have been ideal to meet my VERY FIRST Foursquare Friend. hahaah. After about my 5th drink, I was stoned off me head. heehhe. Got a great buzz. Or what some would say Tipsy. The last time I was at Front Lounge was with Brendan O’ F in New Years Eve 2012. Cause the New Years Eve 2013 I had slept for 48hrs. I had a bit too much. Sure why not, Its not everyday your 30. heheeh.

So then I stumbled tipsy and drunk towards my next and last venue. Of which I was asking people, bouncers, etc., etc., where is Crane Lane. Still couldn’t find it. Going around in circles. Eventually about 15 or so minutes, I found it. As it happens its just off Dame St., its parallel to Parliament St. Stupid drunk Stanescu couldn’t even tell what was written on the signpost being the street names let alone common sense. hahaha. Eitherway I arrived at the cruising highlight of the night.


The Boilerhouse was my next and last venue for the night. The Boilerhouse is a secret place(so to speak) where you can have a sauna, Zacusi and Steam Room. AND an extra ingredient SEX. Its a place where Men go and “cruise” and have sex with men. etc., etc., Men of all ages go to this place. The Boilerhouse is divided into 4 Floors. Of each have different “functions”. One floor has CRUISE, Another Zacusi Sauna Gloryholes etc., et.c, etc., I described the whole experience in the Boilershouse as a means of forgetting your problems, then the reality HITS you in the ass. hahaah. I found whether you cruise on the Internet or in Gay bars etc., the same in the Boilerhouse, that guys YOU’RE into they ain’t interested in you, BUT guys interested in you THAT I’M not into them. Kinda annoying really. I went into town in night time and came out in the DAY time. It was so cool and awesome. I hadn’t been t here since Todd treated me for my birthday a few years ago, in which there I met an Aidan. Can’t recall his surname. But he sucked me dry and was sleeping the next day the whole day. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Oh god yeah, I remember this particular aspect of tonight’s visit. Prob one I’ll never forget. I was going to get my credit card I think to pay for coffee or something. Then this ass of a guy let his cell phone drop on me head. At least he had the decency to apologise for that. So for that, I’m thankful. But the soreness n pain on my head went away after a few minutes to a half hour. The cell phone, from what I saw was Samsung Galaxy S3, possibly the baby I have now, that I’m currently replacing. So I went to the coffee to relax and try and get my head sorted again. It hurt like a bitch. The Server who is a hottie in his pink shorts, stroking his cock. My I wouldn’t mind a job like that, imagine guys, seeing all these hotties in front of ya with the towel on thou(Regulation of the Boilerhouse). One aspect thou, I will have to recommend the next time I go back there, would have to be the infuriating  of trying to open my locker. Everytime, I wanted to get something, I would have a hard time opening the locker. Someone actually thought, I was trying to break in or something. Its’a security feature. But a bitch of a feature. While relaxing in the Sauna, I was conversing with the lads. The lads were all surprised of my NEW age and of how Irish I am with the phrases that I have. hahaah. Overall a wonderful experience. A memory now to store. hahaha. Anonymity very high. Which is understandable. Sometimes you have to experience life on your own, even thou it may be a lonesome one. it didn’t take me too long for me to unshy myself. E.g da Sauna some lads would be naked obviously with the towel on their shoulders or whatever, So I eventually went into the amenities naked. As I couldn’t get anyone in the Gloryhole let alone the cruising, I did the job myself. I fucked meself via 2 fingerings(well attempted – too tight da ass is) and wanked til the cows come home – hahahah. Then I stayed in the zacusssi to wash the “juice” off etc., Visited the amenities several times. haahha. Couldn’t get enough of the building. One of the times, I was in the Sauna, I banged me head shortly after the Cell Phone fell on me. Not the best idea for a drunk guy to be getting his head banged. hahaa. Oh and another thing, I was continuously getting lost. Eventually I got it. Jaz for €22 it’d wanna be. hahaha. I even got myself Andrew Christian Undies. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. Then when I was looking at the porn, there were older gentlemen assing me, of which I turned em down. They took it nicely. Some not so. But I aint gonna go down the route of having sex let alone a BJ with a guy I don’t find attractive. NOT ANYMORE.


Many fans of Garth Brooks  came to Ireland despite the actual concerts being cancelled. Some were upset but others were still content with what was provided to them.

Diary 25th July 2014

Well after a great sleep yesterday, I got up with a slightly happier mood,(I have Patch to thank – heheeh). I got up, with a view of doing the News Bulletins from July 24th and free up space. However it wasn’t to be. I showered. Getting rid of all the hair, that I had let overgrown over several days to a possibly week. So then I headed on with my first errand of getting my haircut. There was an auld lad in front of me. I vaugley recognised him. When it was confirmed he’s an accountant for Jim Markeys across the road, I remember seeing him there alrite. The accountant customer was asked what he does for a Friday ngiht. His idea, is very simpley and elegant. Pub then onto another pub, for music and the he simply hops into a taxi. Twas great to see a bubbly guy(barber). We remembered dear old Kevin, Who was my manager in Spar in Drumcondra where I used to work, when I was a kid for pocket money. heheeh. He even remembers Don – my nemesis. Wow, talk of bringing up my past. It was amazing. My birthday of this year has brought up some happy BUT painful memories. Ain’t that abnormal. So with such a happy face(for once – at least)

So then I headed back thinking I had a bit of time, but as it happens, I didn’t have that much time. It was my plan to see How to Train Your Dragon 2(Review here), as the last time,So then I popped my head into the Outhouse, literally. As the film was starting at 6pm. I saw Brendan S. Great to see him. Then I headed onto the Cinema, for my peaceful time. heheehe.  I was late for the beginning. But as it happens, I wasn’t as late as I thought I was. It was really effective alrite as I said in my review.

I then headed back to the Outhouse where I was greeted by Dave. I had hoped to get a sandwich. However, Dave explained  that there aint no Lettuce and JUST Tomato. So I jsut left it and got my Green Tea of Raspberry. Ohmmmmm So scrumptiouslioucious. as I don’t take their Tea anymore(cause I first keep forgetting to bring my soya and they don’t have it and secondly my wish of weight loss and not only that the discovery that Soya brings upon Man Boobs as mentioned by one of my FB Mates). I had asked Dave, that can it be done, whereby I bring my OWN green tea, and they just give me the hot water. He was a bit apprehensive about it. So he just recommended that I ask Joe. So we just left it at that. Now, as I don’t take their tea for Men’s Night, which they get for free(some arrangement in advance is made), I had to bring my Green Tea in a Paper cup. Which I didn’t mind. So ownards I headed on up. Great to see a lively bunch. heeheheh. Patrick, Brendan S, Brendan O’ F, Eddie, Ken(who left shortly after I arrived), Peadar, Bernard, Ollie and a few others I couldn’t recall their names, BUT obviously recognsied. Patrick brought up a story he heard on Liveline(Joe Duffy on RTE Radio 1). Whereby he heard a woman from Donegal. A guy went into a bar in none other than a Budgie Smuggler, from what I gather is a swimwear or underwear that only covers ONE side of your cock. Something like that. But it ain’t what I thought. Eitherway it was featured on the Liveline. Shame I didn’t see the guy. hahahah. mmmmm. So then Brendan O’ F later on told me that his mother was asking for me. I can’t tell you how happy that made me feel. The feel that ANOTHER mother was asking for me. heheeh. Its kinda weird come to think of it that my mother asked me to send her love to all when I was at the Andre Rieu Satellite Concert last Saturday. Brendan S, then told me that he put O’F and myself and whoever else on a Restricted List. Its a feature on FB. I never got the jist of it. He put it in lamens terms. This means that if he posts anything public, then we’ll get the post. He was under the da illusion that he posts too much. He was told something of this. I told him that that’s wrong. and they’s nothing but a lier. I told him, that my sis posts BUCKETS(which I don’t mind – obbbbbbv), but that he hardly posts at all. I have him on the Notifications.

So then onwards to my next film. I headed this time with O’ Farrell to see Transformers: Age of Extinction(Review here). Before we went in, O’ Farrell asked me which Hepatitis, I had, whether it was B or C. I explained that I contracted it along time ago in Romania. BUT, that it got “activated”, when I “drank myself to death” a few years ago while I was enduring  Homophobia. I used drink as a coping mechanism. NOT that it didn’t work. However that’s another story for another day. So then we headed in. We unfortunately had some unpleasant experience. There was a family of god only knows how many. They were all UNDER 12(considering the film was 12A Certification provided by IFCO). The Mom n Dad were there. The Dad sat beside me and the Mom down with the kids. They were making noises. As if it wasn’t bad enough the screen in question hadn’t turned on the 3D aspect of the film. IT was all blurry. But getting back to the kids, CLEARLY the film was not suitable for 7 or 8 year old kids. How they got through is beyond me.  I will bring it up with the staff next time I go to the cinema. Brendan had to go out to seek a staff member. The staff member had a talk with the parents and the kids themselves. This didn’t stop one of em throwing somethings at Brendan. He got really mad. Saying “Obey your parents”. I “will have you thrown out of the theatre”. So then we headed on WITHOUT confronting the ill fated family. They should have had a babysitter or if they couldn’t afford or they couldn’t find a babysitter, just do without it. Oh I ain’t letting Cineworld away with it. I will notify the staff and/or Management.

So after some unpleasantness, I left O’ Farrell to Luas and then as I got a bit lost myself I just went towards Capel St., of which I couldn’t find Panti Bar. Kinda weird, as I haven’t been there since last year for Géilí – last year’s Pride Events(2013). I happened to bump into Joe from the Outhouse. Was great to see him. I vaguely recongised Noel Gannon. Which is kinda weird, didn’t think he was that small. But eiterhway,  he didn’t recognise me at all. Joe says to me, Not norm to see me in these parts hahaha. I felt like spilling my guys about my dear Mother(Romania), but ietherway, was great to see him. He made a suggestive move to suggest I was looking for a bit of actions, not Panti I’ll be looking for action. hahahaah. I had one Vodka & DASH of Coke. Twas lovely. Slightly stronger than what you’d get in the George. Another gay bar.

So then I headed on towards home. I was looking for Barber that Frank my barber had mentioned. On the way, I happened to come across an Internet Cafe or at least what used to be. I recall the days, on a Sunday, whereby I’d sneak out via lies to my folks to go to the Internet Cafe on a Sunday when me Pops would be looking at the match. It was a ritual with me. I used to go their to print stuff off from Ros na Run and of course to surf as well. Now in those days we had the 56K modem(ahhhh memories), there was no such things as Facebook, NOT even Bebo had existed when I was growing up.


It has been announced that all 116 passengers Algeria Airlines all have perished.

US President Barack OBama, has hit back at Ireland’s Tax Inversion. Ireland’s Corporate Tax is 12.5%. From my understanding, Obama is stating that US Companies who come over here, are actually paying at Irish Rate NOT the home company’s country. It first started when it was found that Apple(Being an American company) was actually paying IRISH Tax Rate NOT their own country’s rate.

Diary 19th July 2014

Another item, I forgot to mention was that O2 rang me last week. They had been trying to get through to me a few times. So alas they got through. All they wanted to know was how I’m getting on with my Plan. As in is there anything they can do to improve. As it happens, they were willing to offer me the Samsung Galaxy S4 as a free upgrade. As I understand S5 has been out for a while now. So why offer me an Oldie. He first asked me though what do I use less onto the network. I said DATA. So he asked which of the 3 do I use most: DATA, Calls, or Texts. I said DATA. So he said that he would double my Data to 4GB from 2GB.

I asked if getting a free double Data and/or a free upgrade would that extend my contract. He said, just getting a new phone, that would extend my contract.

Last Thurs with O’ Farrell, I was getting the food and the sorbet as per usual. I couldn’t enjoy the sorbet as I had forgotten to get the spoon. hahaha. So instead as the cinema was packed and the movie: Dawn of the Planet of the Apes(Review here) had started, I wasn’t in the mood to start getting the spoon, so I just let it melt and just drank it.


While sleeping, Just before I headed on off to sleep, I was taking photos of my babes, the inflatables. I had low battery. I said I’d try a different approach. I use the flash light of the cell phone and use that and take the pics WITHOUT the flash of the camera. Low and behold it worked. heeheh


So I then headed to sleep for a few winks, as I had extended my sleep. So while sleeping I had dreams of me looking through a window at a concert ie people singing outside. Micheál Martin TD(Irish Politician – Leader of the Fianna Fáil) is dressed as a priest. Comedy ensues when I see a guy eyeing up someone. It so happens its Will Smith. He’s in the bathroom, wetting his pants. I then attempt to get him back with his girlfriend and son.

I was while trying to sleep was trying to memories a scene from a movie or tv show whereby the character is asked how he did that. The character replies just use your “wrist buddy. “I then realsied it was actually Spidey from Amazing Spiderman 2(Review here). Andrew Garfield(Peter Parker) was replying to Dane DeHaan(Harry Osborne). I then fast forwarded myself in a Spidey Unitard suit for Halloween’14 for the Outhouse Annual party.


So I eventually got up around 6ish. Dispite the fact I had over 30hr sleep, I didn’t care. But skipping tonight’s event, was a big NO NO. So I got up and headed on off. On the way, I did my secretarial duties. I rang Brendan O’ F, Mom and Maureen. I rang Brendan to see whats up. After much tooing and frowing He decided to come along. I rang Mom back to thank her for the grub she left me. It was sent to Voicmeail.

I rang Muareen back to see what did she mean by “Message from or about the Environment”. I got this particular voicemail Friday evening. So I just wanted to see what exactly she meant.

On my way tot he film, I encounter a woman, just as I was crossing the Kings Inn St., she wanted to know if I knew anything about Bus Stops. She mentioned she wanted the 16 Bus. I asked whcih direction is she going. She mentioned Drumcondra.  The location we were at is literally a stone’s throw. So I said that if she wanted she could walk. It’d take about 15-20 mins to walk.  I did offer if she still wanted the bus, that she’d encounter it shortly. She was most appreciative. She mentioned that it was her first day here. Be it Ireland or Dublin. Not sure exactly. I said “Enjoy your time here”.


So then eventually, I did meet with O’ Farrell. He was slightly delayed with traffic. Which was kinda late. But he was here. That’s the main thing. So I then went to pay for the tickets for the main event of the night. Andrea Rieu; 10th Anniversary in Maastricht. The machine declined it, even if it didn’t ask for my PIN. I had checked my O2 Money account previous. Yet it was declined. Brendan found it strange that it didn’t ask for my PIN number. Well it finally recognised my details. Got our food etc., and then headed on up to the screen, which was free seating in that we could sit anywhere. When we arrived, we were possibly the youngest of the lot. We didn’t care. I sang or hummed to my hearts content. Music brings the greatest in me. every time. I was thinking of my Mom(Romania), I would get a bit teary, so that every time, I sang or hummed as I said, I would dismiss my Mom. My heart was palpitating on a consistent basis. Again every time, I sang to my heart’s content, my heart would go back to normal. So yeah “Music Is My Life”. The format of the show was as follows. There was an Intermission, and then Andre Rieu himself was interviewed. During the Intermission there was an older gentlemen telling another person that “Technology’s a great thing”. The reason this was said was that Andre’s concert from Maastricht was LIVE from Maastricht VIA Satellite. The last time something of this was done was when Pope Francis, beatified two Pope’s: Pope John Paul 2nd and Pope John 23rd back in April of this year. Throughout the concert, Andre mentioned a very interesting quote. As it happens he was introducing his next act. A woman who had fallen in love from another country. As in “Love no knows no Borders”. The woman being from Ukraine and Russia. Not one mention of Current Affairs was brought up. Which I kinda thought so. As it happens, later I learned that Andre on his sight had actually extended his deepest sympathies on  his website relating to the Plane crash of the MH17 last Thurs. Andre introduced a 9 yr old young girl he found from Holland’s Got Talent: AMira. She had such an amazing voice. She sang an operatic piece. Brendan told me that “Ode to Joy” is actually the National Anthem of Europe. I vaguely recall this. But never knew the extent of truth of this. We got talking to this couple: Marget and John who were beside us. They and the rest of the audience were totally mesmerized by the singing and the dancing. I actually and all the rest of us felt we were actually there at the actual event. Then at the end of the Concert, Andre himself was interviewed by the Presenter in Holland. It was translated for us into English. One quote that stuck by me was “Sell your gun and buy a violin.”. Brendan himself revealed that he had attempted to play the violin. Andre’s quote is very true indeed. His point was that instead of killing people with guns, is to kill em with love and of course Music.

So then when the Interview was finished, we headed on down to the tickets, to get get the Transformers 4: Age of Extinction(Review here). Brendan headed on home, as he had to get the bus.


So on the way home, from a wonderful night, I encountered the Salvation Army. I recognised the name quite well. Possibly the one in the UK and also possibly in the US(where they don’t want any gays at all). Then when I came across the Kings Inn St road layout which is arseways, a car turned into the junction thats for cyclists and the taxi obviously knew where to go. He went ahead. He had a smile, however the car before him, driven by a woman, had  NO smile at all. Would ya blame her. Such arseways of thinking of the layout of the entering the street. My mom over here had such trouble at one stage.



As it happens, there 2 Irish people aboard the plane that crashed. She had been visiting her mother from Australia. Originally from Palmerstown. As it happens Son his wife who was lost in the Malalysian Airlines MH370 back in March, now have lost step granddaughter n her husband.

Diary 17th July 2014

I got up around half 6. I got a missed a call from O’Farrell. I  had sent him a message if he wants to see Dawn of The Planet of The Apes. Review here. So I set about heading on off to meet him in the OUthouse.


On my way, I encountered 4 young lads cycling together. THey’s all were very sxc. mmmm. One had a black say TShirt with braces and a tracky shorts, another had a shorts and a black tanktop with Sunglasses. Another had a Blond dyed hair, red top and combat shorts. 2 of the 4 had sandals. mmmm all the way.

On my journey after meeting the sxcs, I then encountered 3 large groups of students who are studying English as a foreign language. 2 at least. Not sure about the last group. More than likely thou, I’d say.

Then I saw an Ambulance struggling to move on. Then all of a sudden, I got thoughts of me in a situation of me in heavy traffic and there’s an ambulance behind me. I go manic, to Mom who’s in the passenger seat. I get out of the car in manic state and tell Mom, she can move the car. Although a space is made, I can’t monuvere the car and hence I get the Ambulance to move to the space. But they want me to move to the space. I couldn’t move the car with the panic attack. I don’t deal well when I’m under pressure.


So I then arrived and saw O’ Farrell sitting waiting for me. heheeh. Bernard came round for a wee chat. Bernard mentioned a post, I posted on my FB a few days ago “How Gay Are You”. I took the test. And it was found I am 33%. My sis is 67%. Bernard however 13%. And O’ Farrell if I recall about 27%. How a woman can get up to 67%, yeah rightttttt. I said its total bull. Then Bernard mentioned as we were going to the newly released movie Dawn of the Planet of the Apes, that Laurence(whom I was hanging around with day after Dublin Gay Pride Parade) had said that when he went to the movie, that 6 ppl left the film. It was compeltly horrible. I then said that Sue Murphy from Her.ie on Ireland AM(She does Movie review) she totally enjoyed it, a bit emotional at times. So the two of us headed ontowards the movie, and I then asked O’ Farrell, that Declan’s remark, is it NOT a nice thing. Declan the previous day, had said that he “didn’t recognise me with my clothes” – possibly referring to the Pride debacle as I like to call it.)


Ahh the sooner I get to the States, the better. Clearly I don’t belong to the LGBT Community here in Ireland let alone Dublin.


So then afterwards, I walked O’ Farrell to his bus stop. While doing so we stopped beside a sxc guy. O’ Farrell then moved onwards. I then asked why you move from a sxc guy. Something liek that. He quoted to me “Age Majority” from the Irish Statute website. He assumed the age of 17 of the cutie. Legal age of consent of sex is 17 in Ireland. Of Adult its 18. I said to him a few weeks ago, that as long, as I don’t express my feelings/attraction or whatever to him, OR that I don’t have any sexual activity, why shoudl the law be quoted to me. He was most strict with this. I don’t care. Unless I DON’T have sex with an UNDER 17, OR I have ADVANCES then, I should be alrite.


Age Majority



Malysisain Airline MH17 has crashed above Ukrainian Airspace just beyond Donetske. Over 200 were on board. It was hit by a missile. There is blaming game. This comes after the previous Malaysian Airline MH370 disappeared without a trace back in March 8th of this year.


Ticketmaster(Ireland’s ticketing Requirements for concerts etc., etc.,) has  started the refund of over 400,000 fans. This is a devastating loss to the local economy. 70,000 Overseas visitors will be affected. Dublin City Council has although to entice the visitors and fans of the affected cancelled concert to stay on in Dublin for the “Dublin Goes Country”. The refund process, has made the concerts Officially cancelled.